何でもない

I just woke up.

In fact, yesterday I slept 10am-8pm (I had to get up for American Idol!) and then 12:something am-4pm now. Im so tired, and my throat hurts soo bad. Instead of having a temperature Im having a hard time getting my temperature above 96.1-97.3. Ive only eaten twice in the past two days. Im soo hungry but I cant even think of eating anything. Im making the last of my soup right now, maybe since its hot I will be able to get it down. Id probably still be sleeping if my mom hadnt called me to check up on me. Gahd I hate being sick..this is what I was trying to avoid..

I had crazy dreams..the one I remember involved me somehow getting in this big dance, and I was like mexican dancing (kinda like in Zorro, if you can remember that old movie), and me and some guy are dancing, so are another couple, and then these little girls get in the circle and are dancing...I start dancing with them, and then one girl trips, and says "Oh no mommy, mud!" (apparently Im a mom now?? Thats a first)..and I pick her up..but somehow now shes a dog?? and I look at her paw and its all bloody...so I go to take her into some place to get better, and I go back home (this dance thing was all happening in backyard of the childhood home I grew up in). Theres a man in the back yard with a shovel, digging around a womans body half decomposed in the earth. Apparently thats what the girl tripped over. And I look around, and I can see the back/ribs/spine of about 5 or 6 other bodies..it was just really gross, really dark, and super creepy..he said, "At least no one found out that the preacher is killing people and burying them here." *evil grin*..and I was like uuh...and just kinda terrified, the man looked insane, but then my mom called, I woke up, and forgot a lot of what happened...

Anyways, im trying to "feel better" like everyones telling me to, until later



"Nandemonai" Nothing

~Yomi

"A woman had 2 chickens. One got sick, so the woman made chicken soup out of the other one to help the sick one get well." --Henny Youngman